so the date was a bad idea....or well...not bad...just good practice for bad dates. hehe. i am learning more everyday. lesson one: ten years is a lot. lesson two: even though a guy knows how to...doesn't mean you should let him. yay that i didn't.
so...other than that. it has been an interesting past few days. last night was kind of shitty though because some sort of romance is in the air and my work was hoppin with touchy feely couples. *ick. I loathe them. or well, let's be honest. i'm jealous. this has to be just a phase or something i'm going through. i've decided i'm over it.
here's something good:
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear; our presence automatically liberates others.
-Nelson Mandela
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